As wonderful as my spiritual journey has been so far, it hasn’t all been rainbows and metaphorical unicorns.
Lately, night after night, I find myself sitting up until the sun rises. Two, three days go by before I give in and lay down, close my eyes, and pass into black sleep and wake feeling sluggish and worse off than I did before.
It’s the dreams.
I can’t remember most of what happens in them, but I know this - it’s almost always my father.
Hit the jump if you want to read more - but be forewarned that this is a seriously ‘downer’ post.